cinty-insanity

So. I haven't really made much use of my premium membership... I don't feel too bad though.

I am disgustingly sick. It's a basic flu gone haywire. I feel horrid. Eeeuuurgle.

I'm sorry to my watchers, that it takes me having a day off school to cough my lungs up for me to give any indication that I'm alive. I'll post some more recent poems, plu sosme writing competitions that I managed to get hold of from the school. My writing style hasn't changed much since last year... improved, but still much the same.

For those of you who don't know AND still care (very few; I don't blame you) I am now rather taken. It's different. And nice. And I have no idea what I'd do without him. He just tries to hard to be perfect. He thinks if he's less than perfect, does something wrong, doesn't treat me like a fucking goddess, that I'll leave him for someone who does. Little does he realise that that nobody else would; silly thing thinks he's lucky. Poor thing. But I adore him anyways. Just wish he would let loose every once in a while. (What is this?? A girl who has a guy who 'treats her right', every fucking day, and she wishes he wouldn't?? What is this??)
Enough about that, wasn't my point that I was trying to get across; my point was I'm happily taken but still possesive about someone who was never mine to get all possesive about :/ stupid girl, you say?? Stupid girl indeed. I'm so ungrateful. I just need to rant.

Sasuke knows who this is about Eugh. SO messed up.
Be careful what you wish for ladies; you want someone who texts 'good morning beautiful' every morning, wishes you sweet dreams every night, tells you you're amazing every day, does everything right around parents and friends, and more - you end up pissed of because they apologise for faults that weren't theirs. You end up actually wishing they would get really angry at you for once, because you deserve it (well, maybe YOU guys don't deserve it, but still. Nobody's perfect, and you can't just blatantly forgive and ignore faults for fear you'll be dumped.)
AAARRGGH /shot/

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Sorry about that, had to get it out.
TL;DR I'm ungrateful and you need somebody who recognises your faults.

Tell me something I don't know, please.
I miss you guys.

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<sub>Welp.
My premium membership is almost up ;A;
I wouldn't say I did nothing with it, because I had sooo much fun doing a couple of polls and features and spent about 24hrs in total going through dA's 'Way Back' deviations (2000 and 2001 submissions are so different but so good!!)
But I'm still sad it's gone, though I probably won't buy another one, the thing I'll miss most is scrolling down 120 deviations per page, just forever scrolling.... *bliss*

So yeah. That's why I decided to do another awesome features journal. And also I have this quiz thingy for anybody who's interested in me (not many XD)
~*About You*~
Name: Jacinta.
Birth date: 17th of March!!
Age: ...younger than you.
Country of origin: The wonderful land of Oz
Town Born in: Technically, Thuringowa.
Race/ancestry: British, Scottish, Irish, but apparently I look a lot more southern European, so maybe
Religion: Athiest/Agnostic/Undecided
Height: 167.5cm / 5'6"
Eye color: brown-green-grey-with-blue-rings (apparently)
Hair color and style: Black and curlyyyy
Skin Tone: Europeany, I guess, kinda pale
Tattoos: None yet
Eye-sight: 20/20 8D
Names/screen-names you go by: cinty-insanity, just hollow birds, jazz, cinty... and more
Explain your username: Um, cinty is a childhood nickname, and I was kinda insane when I started this account
Explain your icon: It's cute!!
How would other people describe you? Ummm, you should probably ask somebody other than me.
Are you afraid of anything/have any phobias? Nah, not anymore
What’s your favorite physical feature about yourself? Um, depends, sometimes hair, sometimes eyes, sometimes mouth. Never all at the same time =/
What’s your most hated physical feature about yourself? Psh, hair, and everything else XD
Do you have any SPECIAL/FREAKY Abilities 8D? Um, I used to play (and probably still could play) 7 instruments?
Do you have any allergies? None
Are you the first, middle, last, or only child? Only. ^^
How many cousins do you have? Including offspring of my cousins, probably north of 30
Do you WANT to have children? If so how many? Hells no
What was your dream job when you were a kid? A vet, or artist
What is your dream job now? I don't have one, too undecided XD something in art or drama or maybe photographic journalism, or journalism, or an author... I really have no idea XD
What are your current responsibilities? Piano, school, work, friends, dog.

~*Food*~
What item of food would you eat the most of? Rice
What is your favourite flavour ever? Vanilla, dark chocolate, raspberries, plus a few more...FRENCH FRESHLY MADE PAIN DE CAMPANGE (BREAD) IT IS THE SHIIIIIIIIT OMGOMGOMG
Do you like Meat? Not really... might try giving it up next year
What do you usually eat for Breakfast? Psh, breakfast is for WEANIESSSS
What is your favourite dinner meal? Microwave popcorn, or icecream, orrrr... rice.
What cuisines do you like best? Japanese, Thai, French
What foods do you HATE? Brussel sprouts, white chocolate, steak, pork, pumpkin...
What food can you not resist? Dark chocolate, french bread, berries
What would be your last meal? Uhhh... I don't think it classifies as a meal, but I last ate 3 boost bars and a crunchie bar, scabbed of Booker and Nici XD
Do you like any ‘freaky’ food combinations? Chicken and strawberry. I cooked it tonight Didn't eat it though, was pretty full.

~*Clothing/Style*~
What is your general fashion style? (eg: punk, glam, sporty, girly etc) Indie, I guess, whatevers comfy that I like
What item of clothing do you wear the most? Jeannssssss
Pants or skirts/dresses? Jeans. But I do have one dress/skirt now, it's like a hippie wrap-around thingy and is surprisingly lovely, and you can wear it anyway you want... its awesome
How much of your skin do you like to show/cover up? Well, I don't roll my skirt up.
What items of jewelery do you wear most? Ringsssss
What item can you NOT leave your house without? Iriver, phone
Hair up or Hair down? Down, but tame.

~* Life Style*~
What time do you usually wake up? Anywhere between 1-7am
What time do you usually go to sleep? Anywhere between 7pm-4pm
How often do you bathe/shower? Everyday. It's too hot not to...
Do you exercise regularly? Haha no, but I really should... XD
How often do you go out drinking? Never.
What do you do most in your spare time? Sing, write, play piano, walk, cook, draw, paint, take photos, read.
Name your hobbies: All of the above.
How many pets have you had in your life? 4 dogs, 4 birds (I can't remember the birds though, it was when I was tiny) and heaps of fish, plus a few guinea pigs.
How many houses have you lived in in your life? 6, but only 4 I can remember...
What sort of ‘vehicle’ do you own? Ford laser LXi 2002
What’s your current job? Student - receptionist.

~*Your Favorite-?*~
Color(s): Green, black, purple, blue, grey
Animal: Llama 8D plus many more. Marmoset
Season: Winter in Europe, Summer here (rainnnnnnn)
Scenery: Quaint snowy french village, smoggy London, green rolling Yorkshire hills, rain-washed ancient beautiful Edinborough...
Plant/flower: Hyjacinthe
Sweet/treat: Dark chocolate, rice, ice cubes, berries.
Game: COD, Mario Cart, Combat Arms, Guitar Hero
Sport: Ehhh.... walking!!
Shop: Op-shops Tree of Life, Jayjays
Brand: Of what?
Cultures: British, European, Middle Eastern
Town/City: Edinborough, London, Paris, Rosheim...
Style of music: Indie, rock, alternative, metal, death metal, hard rock, easy listening, dance, techno, blues, jazz.... umm...
Favourite Songs: ATM distance by Ellington
Favourite Movies: Inception, Sherlock Holmes, Little Miss Sunshine, Beautiful Mind, and more
Favourite TV shows: NCIS, HOUSE
Favourite Animes: Ummm, Death Note I guess
Favourite Books: WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT KEVIN.
Favourite Ships/Pairings: Psh, I dunno.
Favourite place to Holiday/visit: Europe.
Favourite place to relax/feel free: The river

~*Ideals in the Opposite Sex*~ (the OPPOSITE sex?? Oh cmon, not even 'preferred' sex?? JEEEZ XD Kidding)
Height: I don't mind
Weight: Skinny (I'm so mean)
Body shape: Skinny (Again.. XD Oh well...)
Hair colour/style: Um, any hairstyle, short or long... but I will admit I have a speacial sopt for redheads
Eye colour: Any - but I do like green-yellow-brown-gold
Style: Anything
Personality traits: Sense of humour is mandatory, intelligence is preffered but not obligatory, aaand... I dunno.

~*What’s the last -*~
Time you laughed: Um, at speech and drama today XD Spencer...
Cried: Tonight...
Screamed: Today (speech and drama)
Shared: Ummm...??
The last person you talked to: Tim
Person to call you: Mum
Person you yelled at: Mum
Person you told them you loved: Dad
Time you acted childish: All the time
Food you’ve eaten: Crunchie + icecubes
Book you’ve read: Still reading Dirt Music
Shop you entered: Corner store
Thing you regret doing: Too many to name...
Thing you watched on TV: Lie to me
Comment you squee-d over: Not sure...
Person you mentally hugged: Haha, a few people
Thing you wrote? (other than this meme): scribbling fail poems
Thing you drew: A tree-person
Thing you read: Dirt Music

~*Can You-*~
Do a handstand: Hells yes
Raise one eyebrow and not the other: Almost!! I'm practising!!
Dance: Uh huh
Sing: I hope so..??
Whistle: Sorta, not really...
Cook: Of late, yuh huh
Speak a different language: DUH.
Do any magic Tricks: Hells yes
Put together DIY boxed furniture: Uh huh
Use Power tools: Yup (not reccommended, however)
Write a Resume: Done and done.
Rollerblade: Like a pro!!
Skateboard: Even more pro!! (When I was 10...)
Surf: Nahhh
Navigate: Uh huh
Survive in the Wild: Yupps
Survive without your cell phone: Yeahh..
Survive without your internet: For how long??

~*Randomly*~
What are you wearing right now? School uniform still
How do you feel right now? Sick
Did you brush your teeth today? Of course
One RANDOM fact about you: Ummmm.... lesbian, for those who did not know? Psh, ask me anything (in a note) and I will answer to the best of my abilities.</sub>