is it really possible
to miss something that was never yours??
i thought, for a long second,
that you would have noticed.

i didnt think it was possible
for my heart to be torn any more than it already is
i guess
i was wrong, again

i thought you knew
maybe i wasnt clear enough; i can't live without you
unknowingly you shocked me out of my mind
when you said you could easily survive on your own.

i thought there was nobody better
but you proved me wrong
out-performing your own limitless expectations,
apologising for a fault that wasnt yours.

i never learnt how to deal
with, and without you
until after i really needed to know how...
i guess i'll know for next time.

please, please, remain oblivious
ignorance is bliss; how i wish i could close my eyes to everything
you're better off not knowing
i don't want you to be hurting.